me myself and i

Daily dosage.

2012-02-05T02:15:00.001+08:00

Usually have hell lot to type and rant out here. But the moment i'm at this space, my fingers just get into a state of spasm, every thought disappeared. I'm physically exhausted. It's 2.15 am, everyone's asleep, including Minfy. Shall turn in soon then. Adios!

A living testimonial

2012-02-02T00:53:00.003+08:00

It doesn't matter who came first, all that matters is who managed to leave a deeper impression. And at this very moment, i'm sure you made an impact in my life by merely appearing for less than a year.

Insignificant

2012-01-27T12:35:00.002+08:00

Misconceptions, fraud.

Regrets and mistakes.

2012-01-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

Been leaving this space rather empty recently. Well, ever since i bought my puppy, Minfy, I've been so busy taking care of her, playing with her, catching up with school work and the list goes on... Attention and my free time have all been diverted to playing with Minfy. Main examinations in a month's time and i am slowly feeling the stress. Have not been paying much attention during lessons and can't absorb much due to the lack of sleep.

But still, memories made.

Fried brains

2012-01-17T22:11:00.001+08:00

Poly life is seriously draining away not only my precious time, but all my energy too! Before entering poly, shopping would have been a weekly affair. But now, i can't even find much time to shop for CNY.

Never ending cycle of projects submission, assignments to be done, test after test, then finally, the major examinations. Oh so tedious.

2012

2012-01-02T02:43:00.002+08:00

Let's welcome 2012 with open arms, shall we? I'm sure 2011 has both it's ups and downs, let's hope 2012 has more ups than downs! Ha ha! It's a new year, which in turns symbolizes a new beginning. Time to kick away all the old bad habits and inhabit good ones. Though I've just turned 18, i'm very sure 2012 will past within a blink of an eye, as all the other years have been. Let's make good use of this entire year!

It's just a matter of time.

Masquerade

2011-12-29T02:22:00.001+08:00

No one can, and no one may.

Holidays

2011-12-28T01:53:00.002+08:00

Suddenly missed the past holiday when almost every night was spent going round Singapore in Zk's fast and furious car(haha) for different objectives. Well, mostly was for supper, at different places, going over to marina barrage with the motive of kite flying (but to no avail), night spent in fushion, supposed to have supper only but ended up going to Yishun Dam then to Mount Faber and breakfast before going home. Though my complexion worsen tremendously and i slept only when the sun's up, i kinda missed it now.

Holidays this time round was rather normal, staying in, going out at night for a meal or so with the girls and back home. Rather mundane. But guess it's good to stay this way since this break lasts for only two weeks.

動力伙車-鎮守愛情

2011-12-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

Birthday Celebration with the girls ♥

2011-12-15T02:21:00.009+08:00

Celebrated on the 3rd and 4th with my girls staying overnight at Fairmount Hotel. It was certainly a blast as it was the first time we had a sleepover together. Dinner at "Kiseki" and the food there was above average. Well, partly was because majority of us were craving for Japanese cuisine. Shopped around 313 somerset before heading back to the hotel to drink. At 2, we walked over to fushion and sang ktv till close to 4 before heading back to the hotel to rest. Am so lazy to elaborate but i certainly had the time of my life with my girls. Let's let the photos do the talking k!

Crazy moments in the room :

Taken on the way to town for dinner, during dinner and otw back to hotel :

Taken at Fushion:

Are you a fisherman? How'd you manage to hook my heart?

Back!

2011-12-15T01:51:00.002+08:00

Back from the tedious days/nights spent studying for my term tests. That jolly well explains why i was on hiatus. This semester passed seemingly fast with all the projects and assignments. With my current GPA, i'm afraid if this goes on, i'll just be able to scrap through my poly education without any chances of getting into a university.

Shall stop it with my endless topics about how negative i feel regarding my studies. Shall do up a short post of how i celebrated my legal 18 sometime soon. (:

2011-12-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

STATUS : ON HIATUS.

Atiqah's Legal 18th!

2011-11-28T23:55:00.005+08:00

Even though everyone was going through the Monday blues, we still managed to enjoy ourselves. It was Atiqah's 18th birthday. The day she has been anticipating for (Well, because this age permits her to purchase certain kind of joy) Ha ha! As she was a terrible social butterfly, she had surprises from all wards of Engine School. Bet she enjoyed her moment. Lessons ended early and we headed to Pizza Hut at Tamp mall for a mini celebration. Only Ingelica and myself were present as the rest had their own set of commitments and appointments. Well, shall let the photos elaborate on how much fun we had.

K, the following are Just For Laughs. HA HA HA. Epic snapshots combined. Enjoy!

Ending with our dear birthday girl showing her gratitude and thanking us!

For real?

2011-11-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

Everyone has their own set of problems. It doesn't matter if you don't wanna lift a finger in helping that person out, just don't be another problem. Seriously, problematic shit. Period.

Familiar stranger

2011-11-27T02:14:00.001+08:00

In the past, i'd always turn a deaf ear whenever i hear that in the longrun, one would tend to choose to be with the one you're comfortable and happy with instead of being the one you think suits you. But now, i totally agree.

It came to my realization that it doesn't matter if he/she is exactly the way you figured out your other half would be. As long as you feel comfortable, at ease, being yourself and most importantly, having fun, feeling happy, that's all that matters.

I have pals trying so hard to keep up to the 'image' they projected to their partner upon dating, so much so till they find the entire relationship tiring. It doesn't matter which gender i'm referring to here. The bottomline is, i just don't get why people bother getting together if you're just trying to portray a 'perfect' you to attract your other half. It's like he/she isn't liking the real you.

Kk, shall not start my essay writing here. Just that i have pals who are currently facing this problem and the root of their problems are similar. It just makes me feel Z.

Stereo hearts

2011-11-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

Caught " You are the apple of my eye". As i'm someone who loves happy ending, this show was kinda anti climax. Especially at the end. The process was what made them happy, not the ending. What the. But overall, i'd give it a rating of 9/10. Haven't heard of anyone who dislikes the movie yet. At the most some complaining about the unexpected ending. Well~

Cheesepie.

Difference

2011-11-20T21:15:00.003+08:00

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.

Worn out

2011-11-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

Undeniably exhausted. School's making my time past as fast as a flash of a lightning. Will be having 4 tests next week and i'm not even ready for it. To be honest, it feels like week 2 when every module is just at its introduction. What have i been doing in class man?! School's definitely draining my energy and making me yearn for a vacation pretty soon.

It did not bother me till now.

CCN DAY

2011-11-19T01:17:00.003+08:00

Just experienced CCN day. It was indeed a whole new experience as this time round, my class has to participate in raising class funds. Sales was pretty good and we managed to hit out targeted profit. Was one of the first few classes to pack up. Went to walk around and took a few polaroids.

Sinking in.

True friends are like diamonds.

2011-11-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

Indeed, in times of trouble, one's able to identify their true friends.

#Suckstobeme

2011-11-14T22:47:00.001+08:00

After going through the monday blues, staying in school for lessons from 10 to 7, i'm finally home. Just when i thought i'd be able to rest and receive warm concerns from parents, i was wrong. All i got was dad telling me that he'd be giving me less allowance as he is going to buy a new pair of shoes for brother to go to work with.

Am feeling so dejected. I've always been closing an eye to my parents biasness towards him. No matter how much my dad gives in to me, i'd still know that he actually cares about my brother way much more.

I'm not being a jealous kid or whatsoever. I've come to terms that this is how my family works. I'm merely venting out on how unjust i feel. Oh well.

Momentary

2011-11-13T22:55:00.004+08:00

Let's face it, nothing stays the same. It never will.

Turning Point

2011-11-13T02:12:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, it feels nice to sit alone, be it at the back of the classroom or whilst taking a long bus ride home. You people should try it some day. When you feel that every single thing is going too fast a pace in life, time spent alone would definitely be of good help. Being alone doesn't always mean you're a loner or even an emotionally trapped kid. To me, it always feels good cos i get to sort my thoughts out, recap on what happened recently and rationalize my thoughts. Well, it feels pretty good though. Ha ha.

It might work, it might not. Who are we to decide?

Update.

2011-11-11T15:09:00.004+08:00

Gonna do an old school kind of update where i practically list down whatever i did the past few days. Ha ha. This is out of boredom, please don't mind me. Ha ha!

Thursday:

Thursdays will be my favorite school-day for this semester. School starts at 12 and ends at around 2 plus. What's more, it's conducted at a computer lab by my favorite teacher! So...

School for 2 fun-filling hours > Loyang Industrial area with Elly for job briefing > Tamp for a super early dinner at Popeyes > roaming round Tamp till close to 9 > Hsh!

FRIDAY:

School starts as early as 8 am, time ticks especially fast when i'm preparing to head to school. Cabbed down and reached within the 15 minutes grace period. However, my anal teacher was somehow going through Andropause(k, i made that up), he decided to mark me as late. Screwed. Had dinner at Pasir Ris.

SATURDAY:

Left home only at 19:00 > Cine for dinner > 313 somerset's F21 to window-shop as i was hell broke > took 7 home

SUNDAY :

Mangala Vihara Temple for camp meeting > dinner with family and relatives at the coffee shop at my vicinity for our favorite zi-char > Chloe's crib to watch videos of my childhood > Hsh at nearing midnight

MONDAY :

Eliz came over at nearing 4 >Bedok Inter to wait for the other girls > Parkway for dinner and to visit the cotton on outlet > Pasir Ris with the intention to watch 23:59. However, as i was having terrible stomach discomfort, we decided to have bean curd at So-Yea. My favorite bean curd!!! Ha ha, I might make it sound so over-rated but hell, i love the bean curd there. > Cabbed home

TUESDAY :

School > Home > Shaw at Century Square to catch "Tower Heist" with Shanna. The show was not too bad. Would give it a rough rating of 7/10 > HSH

WEDNESDAY :

Overslept and was nearly late for my first lessons which commences at 9 am. Wore a simple TP t-shirt, totally not putting the class photo taking session into consideration. > Home to change > School for photo taking. It was kind of fun but i bet it'd be better with kelmond and Kasho around. > Sat at Mushroom with Joel while waiting for Mabelle > CDS finally started for me. Took Understanding Arts. Mabelle's in the same class as me and gosh, hell broke loose the moment we get together in class. Time passed surprisingly faster than what we expected > Tamp food court for late lunch > Hsh > showered and headed back to Tamp to watch 23:59 with Eliz. The show was not as scary as i assumed it was. The main lead has OMG-NAISE-BODY. It was more of a comedy to me than a horror movie > Hsh!

THURSDAY :

School at noon > Light lunch with Atiqah at Century Square > Hsh to take a nap > Town for dinner and a little bit of shopping > Hsh at 11

Alright, i feel so naggy after preparing this post. Nevertheless, shall post it out considering the fact that i cracked my brains to try and remember what i did. Wanted to take a nap when i reached home but i was too engrossed with following up "The Oath" on mobtv, i missed the timing. Shall start preparing and head off to Clarke Quay soon!

Everything at once.

It never ceases, does it?

2011-11-07T00:21:00.005+08:00

I have never ending fun in school. Shall upload the trillion cam-whore photos we took whilst waiting for the guys to come back from their smoke break.

The rest of the photos are up on Facebook. Blogger's kinda slow at uploading photos and i'm only permitted to upload 5 photos at a time.

Am i slowly falling for you?

Obsessive(?)

2011-11-04T18:03:00.004+08:00

Caught "Footloose" with Inge on Wednesday. The male and female lead were sizzling hot. The story line wasn't that fabulous but still, it managed to keep my attention on the screen throughout. I'd probably give it a rating of 6/10.

Week two has ended. Time passes exceptionally fast ever since school re-opened. And soon, without realizing, it would be the exam period. Speaking of which, i'm feeling so dejected regarding exam period being immediately after my birthday. Been so used to celebrating my birthday with a holiday mood. Now, when i'm finally turning legal, it has to fall on the very week before my term test. Nice.

Time check: 18.15 . Shall prep up and head out for dinner!

Every one deserves to be happy.

Tell me where you wanna go~

2011-10-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's the beginning of week two! Though my lessons are no longer as packed as i thought it was, it's still exhausting. The thought of having to drag myself out of my super cozy bed early in the morning makes me feel so demoralized. Though going to school seems lax or seems like i'm having so much fun laughing and joking around with my pals, i'd certainly feel the backaches and all at the end of the day.

It's 21:20 now and i shall pack my bag for school tomorrow! Be back soon! (:

What's been colorful has faded to black and white, which in turn symbolizes changes.

Conscience.

2011-10-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

Today marks the last school day of my first week! As expected, i overslept! Lessons start at 8 am and i woke up at 7.45am. If this happened the last half of the semester, i would definitely sleep on and probably grab an MC. However, i have heard of many pals failing this particular module. Dragged myself to school. Atiqah, Inge and myself were literally fighting a battle with ourselves to stay awake. Lessons ended at noon and am simply rotting myself at home.

The rest of my family members are all either at Mount E or making their way there. But i have decided to give it a miss. Waiting for time to tick pass more quickly as I'm going to meet a few of my Primary school friends for dinner. So bored!

Everyone's having Halloween plans but i guess i'm going to just stay home or something. Ha! What a loser~! I am simply blogging about the most random things on earth. -.-

I merely closed an eye to your wrong doings.

Gratitude

2011-10-28T00:13:00.001+08:00

First week of school is coming to an end pretty soon. Recounting on how it was, i can clearly say only the first day of school felt like a real school day. Lessons held on Tuesday and Thursday were all cancelled at the very last minute. 

However, inge and myself grabbed the opportunity and headed to Parkway and City Plaza (obviously on different days) for retail therapy and food! Ha ha ha!  I must say that the food fare at Parkway was definitely a good deal. Both of us bought curry fishballs and were literally fighting a mental battle with ourselves to finish it!

Have been heading down to town almost everyday since Monday. Not that i went to shop or enjoy. I went to visit a close relative who was admitted to Mount Elizabeth Hospital. Oh well~ 

Shall not elaborate on every single detail. Class starts at 8am tomorrow and starts with a two hours long lesson at the lab. They better not cancel it at the last minute cos i'll definitely get  and !

First day!

2011-10-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

Unwillingly dragged myself out of my super comfy bed for school at 8. The only thing i hate about the start of school is having to wake up hell early. Hmm.. But the moment i saw my fellow friends and soaked in the familiar environment, i knew it was worth it! Had never ending laughter with them and lessons began immediately without the teachers giving us just a briefing about the various new subjects. Mygosh!!

Alright, i'm blogging with my itouch for the first time. Am feeling super sleepy and shall turn in now! Goodnight! 

Take flight.

2011-10-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

& I'd begin to wonder.

Jealousy kills

2011-10-20T02:20:00.001+08:00

It's a vicious cycle and we all know it. Face it.

Replicable

2011-10-18T03:23:00.002+08:00

Currently down with viral infection. Throat hurts every time i swallow something, even my own saliva. Lost my voice and am feeling frustrated. School's starting in 6 days time. Now i need to adjust my body clock. Ho Ho Ho!

Upon learning how my upcoming Mondays' timetable would be, i feel so demoralized. 9 am to 7 pm. And there i was talking about how determine i'd be about this semester. It'll be embarrassing to eat back my words. However on the other hand, am extremely excited after knowing that my two girlfriends would be in the same elective as me. Awesome or what. Same lectures for sure but am anticipating for the full timetable before knowing whether we'll be in the same tutorial group. *-*

Where ignorance is our master, there is no possibility of real peace.

What's Your Number?

2011-10-14T06:20:00.005+08:00

Caught "What's Your Number " with Qianning. It's an awesome show. Probably a show which appeals to girls more than guys. Ha ha. The rest of our girlfriends should have came along. They'd love it. Actors acting in it were hot, oooh lala. Exactly Chris Evans, who has a smashing hot body. He he he.

Waen gam.

I Miss Us.

2011-10-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

Holidays are still not coming to an end for me yet. Sometimes, i feel so eccentric. I want things that people dread and vice-versa. I miss going to school. Though this upcoming semester has to be treated differently, i still miss the crowd, the fun and laughter and the never ending jokes we had.Those who's school has already started or are starting in a week's time are all envious that mine's still long to go. However, i beg to differ! I can't wait for school to reopen. I can't wait for all the fun times together.

Although i know clearly that when school reopens, i have to pay twice or even thrice the attention, not take things lightly and never wait for the light at the end of the tunnel, in short, grab every single opportunity i have to strive for a better GPA. Kinda regret spending my first half taking things into my own hands, thinking that i can easily catch up. No matter how cautious i was that i'd definitely not fail, it still slipped my mind that there's always others who are way better academically than me.

I perked up upon many pals reminder that although my GPA is not bad, it's not marvelous at all. In fact, i'm near the danger zone. Knowing that i'm definitely not cut out for studying, i still have to strive, strive and strive further again. I may not look like i'm bothered with my studies, look like all i wanna do is to have fun everyday and lead a life like the riches. Well, only few knows this side of me. I'm sick worried!

When i'm quiet, i'm actually thinking about something serious.

Mabelle and Yuexin's 18!

2011-10-11T15:35:00.006+08:00

Celebrated my two lovelies' legal 18th birthday on Friday. Headed over to Bugis for steamboat. Had lots of laughter and catching up. After a sumptuous meal, we took a train down to Clarke Quay. Wanted to check out a bar, but as i was not of legal age yet, i was not permitted in, so the girls gave that place up. (I so need to reach 18 fast!) Ended up at Muchos yet again. The minute we settled down, the cameras came out and we snapped all the way till we left. And without doubts, the whole time, we were laughing at each others' ridiculous poses. It started raining heavily and we were all freezing as the wind howled. Waited for the rain to get milder before we headed to the bus stop. Took the Night Rider bus and Yuexin and myself decided to wait at Macdonalds over at Bedok Interchange before we could head home without getting drenched. Had heart to heart talks and we both walked with extreme caution over to my place. In such a chilly weather, the both of us sat under my block and carried on our talk. Certainly feels nice clearing up some misunderstandings.

Shall post a few photos we snapped!

Do not reiterate if you don't have any intentions to.

The Last Fight.

2011-10-10T03:34:00.006+08:00

My first two weeks of October flashed passed within a blink of an eye. It's either i'm running around town searching for appropriate presents, or else i'll be celebrating my close pals' birthdays. Phew! Am still waiting for the photos of the different celebrations before i literally blog about it. In order to not let this space seem so lifeless, shall make an effort to at least type something solid here.

Body clock went wrong and i only turn in when the sun rises. This is bad. I wasn't roaming around the streets or having a good time with friends outside. In fact, i was lying in bed for hours, glued to my laptop. (Those who knows me well, would definitely know i'm not a girl who games nor loves using my laptop.) I'm currently following up the remake of "Princess Pearl" and because i hate waiting, i decided to stream every episode. That's why i'm stuck to the laptop! HA HA.

At times, apologizing might worsen the situation.

Early Birthday Celebration for Elly.

2011-10-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

As our dearest Elly has her weekends packed with celebrations, celebrations and more celebrations, we had a pre-celebration for her 19th birthday! Brought both her and Hui Mei to Changi Coastal Walk. I'll never get b0red of the layout and how cozy that place is! Kinda romantic place! Ha ha! Was contemplating between Gurame or Chit's. However as the birthday girl was yearning for western cuisine, we settled at Chit's. Spent close to 3 solid hours chit chatting, joking and talking about simply any and everything. Headed over to the Pasar Malam held at Bedok Interchange. Walked about and got ourselves some cheap deals. Home sweet home right after that (:

A happy girl is the prettiest girl.

Happy 18th! ♥

2011-10-05T02:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS TEE! (:

It's your big day! Enjoy it and i shall see you very very very very very soon for your celebration! Hehehehehe!

Summer Breeze

2011-10-03T02:11:00.002+08:00

Accompanied Elly to Summer Breeze over at Pasir Ris Park as she wanted to check that place out. Without Kelmond's help, i would definitely not be able to find that place. It's kind of deep in and there's only a bus that goes there! Food was well above average and their prices were relatively average. Short and simple day!

A friend is need is a friend indeed.

1911

2011-10-02T04:00:00.003+08:00

My Saturdays has become more of a bore than weekdays. Spent my whole day sitting by the television. Decided to head out and caught a midnight movie at E-hub.

Watched "1911". The moment i read the synopsis, i concluded that i;d fall asleep in the theater ( Somehow developed a weird habit of sleeping in the theater if the show did not catch my attention ) But no, i was wrong. As a matter of fact, i kinda liked the show. The starting of the show was bloody and kind of touching as i witnessed how selfless the members of the revolutionary group were. Awed by how crafty and far sighted those strategist were, i perked up. Doubt i'll ever be able to think like them. Ha ha!

It's howling out there now and am starting to hear the rain drops hit on my windows. Time to head to bed! Adios! (:

We're at the end of our route, who's there ?

Revolution

2011-10-01T00:39:00.007+08:00

Back then, i used to think that money is just one of those things. As long as you have sufficient, that'll do. But now, i beg to differ. Times have changed. Money has proven that it is what makes the world go round. Money might not be everything, but without money, you're nothing.

Pay just got in after working at the recent kids event located at Parkway. It was one of the easiest job and i enjoyed it. However, my bad habit arose and i spent like a rich man's daughter. I was taken aback after realizing how much money was being deducted from my bank account. This would not do. I started to fret. After sorting out what I've randomly bought out of that split second of attraction, i gathered that those were more of wants instead of needs. What the hell was i thinking when i purchased them?!?! It's scary knowing that money won't stay long, much less reproduce in my bank. HOW HOW HOW ?!

Sometimes, don't you people get scared thinking of your future? Cause i definitely do. I always dreamed of living the life of the riches. But, the big question here is, how am i going to do that? My studies isn't fantastic, merely scrapping through every margin. Everyone's going through the same route as me, how unique and better am i, compared to the others? Thinking of it alone, frightens me.

Anyways, went to pray to "kiu long ya" Saw how they departed and managed to take a shot of it when i was waiting for a cab to head elsewhere.

I was wrong to let you walk out of my life.

formspring.me

2011-09-30T00:40:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/ToyWenJia

Renaissance

2011-09-29T23:25:00.004+08:00

Well, felt this sudden blogging vibes. Trying my luck, i decided to log in to my account and there were some mini obstacles blah blah etc, but I've successfully managed to get back to this area. It has been a rather speedy 10 months. Started schooling again, took quite some time to tune myself back to a student's life where i had to attend lessons promptly and so on and so forth. Made a whole new lot of peers inside, pretty fun people, can predict that some might be my lifelong friends. Curfew's been extended and hence, held no limits and starting heading out and only back home till dawn. There's so much that i would want to type out here regarding the past 10 months, but i doubt I'll be able to even finish it off. HA HA.

The reason i left this area empty was due to privacy and to avoid pals questioning me about any post. But, since i've decided to come back here, hopefully, I'll be able to maintain it. Might not spending time frequently here, but shall try my best kk! (:

Your life is what your thoughts make it.

Byebye 2010

2010-12-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

Within a blink of an eye, it is the last day of 2010. A pretty nice way of ending it. Cos i found out who's my real bitches.

QQYY !

2010-12-19T02:35:00.003+08:00

Hi my dearest Qiaoqiao ! Haha ! Sound so sec 2/3 ! But who cares ! Ha . Well, I'm glad i was able to send you off at the airport. This time round, it'll be like two weeks before we'll meet each other . But we'll remain in contact within this two weeks through skype(if my hotel at taiwan permits) Enjoy yourself at your cousin's wedding and take a lot of photos to let me see how is it like over there! And don't forget me and the other girls while you're having fun at Holland! Can't wait for the 31st when we'll be counting down together for the very first time . Weeeeets! :D To sum it up, i love you QQ !! (inserts hearts)

Sistalurp !

2010-12-19T02:30:00.003+08:00

Heyyo sistalurp ! HAHAH . Nah lah! This time not a scam anymore right! Really going USA right! Have fun there kay! Though i wish i can go there too. So i can get all the coach bags i want there at like, half the price? If you manage to see this before you leave, help me get a little something from Coach/Kate Spade . I'll pay you back when you're back. No worries, i can fork out the money even if it takes me a lifetime. Cos i know you also can wait! We'll be friends till we die! (awww) See you when you come back okay ! Do miss me and the girls cos we'll definitely be missing you! I LOVE YOU (inserts hearts)

Out of boredom .

2010-12-15T04:20:00.002+08:00

Not feeling very tired yet so i decided to experiment with a few photos . Kinda like it . Here it goes :

There's many others I've tried out but the outcomes all don't tally at all . So that's all folks . The bed's screaming out to me . Shall turn in now . Ciaos !

Somehow, it's just not the same.

It was only just a dream .

2010-12-15T03:49:00.003+08:00

Well, met up with Yuye in the early evening, close to 4 . Walked around Bugis . Many apparel caught my attention but i was turned off by the crowd therefore i gave many a miss ! Managed to get myself a few pieces of clothings to at least make my outing a fruitful one . Well of course, caught up a lot with her too ! Over to 85 to rent the last few discs of a show that i've been following up . Settled dinner there with Yuexin and then went to her house to let time pass . Her youngest sister was definitely a difficult person to deal with . Left at around 11 for home .

Just finished changing the whole blog layout for a fellow buddy . Phew ! It wasn't as easy as it was .

We should go back to the point of time we both had the urge to see each other .

10th December .

2010-12-11T04:56:00.007+08:00

My day started at 1 again . Ha ! Headed over to 313 somerset with Joei . Saw many clothings i kinda liked but there wasn't any mood for shopping . And besides, i almost went into a rage with the cashier in Newlook there . She was coming up with her anal self-proclaimed item exchange policy . To hell you go please . Settled down at the food area and snacked with Joei . Then we train-ed over to Ion and i bought a few items . Guess i was feeling angsty and i scolded two girls for bitching about me . LOL . I know, what an ah lian . But i wasn't trying to prove anything, just felt very irritated . Come confront me if you want to bitch about me, lika pretty please . Satisfied with my buy, we headed to Parkway to do our nails . Left before she did as i was rushing to meet the others . Headed over to Swensens for dinner with Eliz, Gibson, Egg and Joel . After so, Yongda, Aaron and Justinius came over to join us . Strolled over to ECP to play sparkles . They were so accommodating and said in lieu of my birthday, they'd listen to me . HA ! Bunch of cute people ! Had a super fun time playing with the sparkles with our feet soaked in the sand . And the demon in us were unleashed once the camera was switched on . Here are the photos :

9th December .

2010-12-11T04:36:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 1 sharp . Met Hui Mei at nearing 2 and we both headed to KCC first . Was craving for their Maggie mee (sounds stupid but yeah) in a big bowl but damn, i had it in the cup . What a joke . Joei and Elly came after an hour . Yez, with my P.osh brownie . It's been ages since i ate P.osh's brownie . At 7, we headed to 85 for dinner . Had a super lengthy chat and left nearing 11 . Shall let the photos do the elaboration of the celebration ! :D

8th December .

2010-12-11T00:59:00.006+08:00

Dinner at Gurame . Perfect environment . Romantic to the max . Dinner there with the girls . I love to hear the crashing of waves and the sight of airplanes landing . It was so breezy there and the mood was well tuned . Food was close to marvelous . By the time we took the shuttle bus back to Tanah Merah, it was neither early nor late . And thank those lovely girls for willing to sacrifice a bit more of their time to accompany me despite early lessons the next day . Shall post some photos of that night now !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ! ♥

2010-12-08T00:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FINALY 17th YEARS OLD TO MYSELF ! Anyways, to the sweet people who "fought" to be the first to wish me, thank you very very very very much for being so lovely ! You people really made me smile widely ! Well, not forgetting those who made an effort to wish me . You people rocks ! ♥

Well, here is a super sweet video which made me go hehehehe . Literally, hehehe !

Am sure to enjoy my day later . Shall catch up with my shows now . Once again, thanks lovelies ! :D

A wish from you is all it takes to lit a smile ! :D

There goes, you broke it again .

2010-11-24T01:09:00.003+08:00

Self reminder : Do not always be there for people who won't even be there for you .

Life was happy back then .

2010-11-19T00:41:00.001+08:00

I miss my secondary school days ):

Time for some proper updates !

2010-11-14T02:38:00.003+08:00

So how are you people doing recently ? Well, i'm currently free from o's ! Like finally ! I have around a month or so to lax before fretting over my results . I'm glad i managed to pass this ordeal . Of course with the mutual encouragement from Ms Adele Lee ! (inserts hearts ! ) Sooooo, yesterday was the last paper . Was already in the holiday mood before the paper . LOL .

So right after the paper, met up with Eliz and Qianning for ktv at KCC . Mabelle came to join us before we all headed to Ehub for dinner . Yuexin then joined us and we seriously talked a lot . Ha . Indecisive of where to play sparkles, we aimlessly ended up at Pasir ris park . Played for a while before heading back . Short but fun outing . More of this to come right girls !

Alright, this post isn't that up to date either cause i'm a little lethargic . Shall turn in soon . Nights !!

But you'll be my hero, even though you lost your mind

Love the way you lie (2)

2010-11-11T15:04:00.002+08:00

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when I'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

Post of irony

2010-11-05T02:57:00.003+08:00

Living in trauma of history repeating itself and in fatigue of the wait . Everything seems unpredictably horrifying . In a blink of an eye, gilding the lily is no longer in my to-do list . What's stayed at that period will stay there . Pursue the future like never before . Can our once upon a times be part of our happily ever after?

If my tomorrow will be without you, i'd rather stay in the present . Cos at least, i'm assured of your presence .

Speak the truth and shame the devil

2010-10-28T19:38:00.004+08:00

It came as a bolt out of the blue when i realized not a single soul on this earth doesn't wear a mask out . It is just that we tend to close an eye to mistakes made by people we still wanna keep by our sides . In this dog-eat-dog society, it's inevitable to feel disappointed by the actions of your so called "friends" . But it takes time for us to identify who's true and who's not . This topic has no boundaries and i'm going to leave it here . Might be back after two weeks due to the commencement of my o's . Chinese, English and Maths papers down . Tomorrow's Chemistry, am going to put in minimal effort cause i seriously know nuts about it . I'm ready to fail my sciences . BYE WORLD .

It takes a fool to meet another fool .

Never err

2010-10-22T14:31:00.004+08:00

Time is the real teacher in life . It explains "a friend in need is a friend indeed" . Never learn merely through words or phrases , in fact, learn through experience . Words can go soul-deep but once you've overcome your problem, words would automatically be part of history . However experiences leave scars in our memories that'll we'll bring in our graves .

Never take a foe as a friend . Everybody can say nice, pleasant things, but who can actually walk to the talk ? In a friendship, never be the one who gives and gives and gives without the other party doing so . Cause know why, that's not a friendship, dumb !

Maybe the problem doesn't lie with me, it does with you .

There's no me without you ♥

2010-10-18T23:26:00.003+08:00

Yes, it's the final countdown . Feeling the jitters ? Definitely . Well, all i can say is, this is the last straw - It's do or die . Guess do is the only choice i have now . 10 k gone if it's die . :D

DEAR ELEDA LEE ♥ If you are reading my blog, i want to tell you something very important . The important thing is, JIA YOU FOR YOUR O'S okay . I know it's quite stressing for you this time round . But i believe you can do it ! The tedious tuitions and hard work you put in will all be worthed it ! Now here is the most important part, I ♥ you ! :D

Not forgetting Wei en, if you people happen to stumble upon my blog in times of boredom, you also ah, jiayou for you o's ! We will all do it right this time round okay ! :D ♥

Time's not on my end and to make it worse, i don't have you by my side this time round .

Gigantic but i like !

2010-10-15T02:24:00.002+08:00

Well, life's been extremely hectic for me . My schedule's rather packed, so much so that mom started her raps . It's less than 2 weeks to the commencement of "o" level examination . Am feeling butterflies in my stomach every once in a while . But well, my heck-care attitude brushed that nervousness of mine aside . It's been quite a while since I've last used the computer cause my itouch is so internet friendly . HA . Well, today's exception is due to the photos i had to upload . I guess i'll not be uploading any of the photos here cause i seriously dunno which one to do so . Gonna leave this post short and sweet .

Damn, i miss you a lot !

Random but heartfelt .

2010-10-04T01:39:00.002+08:00

It's been more or less a week or so since i last stepped in this area . I've been kept rather busy the past few days, catching up on my revision . And i know nuts about my basics . Thanks to Adele for helping me out . And not to mention, some other friends too . You guys were a great few to study with . Exams are within a blink of an eye . But nope, i'm not anticipating for it's arrival, but it's end . Haha . I know i suck . But somehow i can't wait till i'm officially burden free . Well, the grass on the other side is always greener . I want to find a job and get extra income . Although i'm not living a life which is hard to make ends meet, but, it's somewhat better to get more income right . And i would be spending my time wisely . But the problem is, CAN I GET A JOB ? I wouldn't be in S'pore for quite a while . So i would slack for one solid month before getting away . Oh, tell me how awesomely fat i'll grow . Okay, i'm done yapping here . I'm gonna sleep now . Revision done for today : only a bit (very good, prepare to fail TOY)

I miss secondary school life .

Compelled to do so .

2010-09-23T03:03:00.002+08:00

Caught "Devil " just now at Century . But damn, that show's really one which keeps your heart racing . And o-em-gee , for the first time i screamed at the theater for like at least thrice . I bet the people next to me were praying for me to calm down and at least grow some guts . However, to be fair, i give a rate of 3.5/5 for the show .

I can remorsefully claim that i have not greeted my books for the day . Well, i'm gonna type the same old crap, o's is approaching irresistibly fast and i don't wanna fail and blah . okay, period . I don't wanna nag .

So, i shall get on with how my day went . Well, i got woken up several times because i did not turn my phone to silent mode . Those who knows me pretty well, you'll know how grouchy i'd get when i get woken from my beauty sleep . Being a glutton, sleeping still triumphs over the importance of food . So you guys can somehow gage how much i prioritize sleep in my life . Well, the main point is the moment i woke up, my television was on for god knows what reason . So i slumped up on bed and stoned right for a straight 2 hours watching a repetition of "bring it on 5 - fight to the finish " Prepared and then headed to Teo Heng for ktv . Yez, again . Over to tamp for the movie and then to 85 for supper . The clocks ticking it's seconds away and it's 4 in the morning . I'm supposed to be in bed now cause i'd be having a tuition tomorrow and if i don't get sufficient sleep, i would not be able to grasp any knowledge . So, here i am, going to bid farewell (machiam so drama -.- ) Nightszx air-ve-ree-bor-dee .

Simplicity triumphs complication .

The clock's ticking .

2010-09-21T16:34:00.004+08:00

Am pretty sure i'll be staying in for the whole Tuesday . It's approximately a fearful month's time before the long awaited O's will commence . Books have been lying around redundantly . There's just no enthusiasm keeping me going on with my studies . To be honest, if my parents permit, i would end my education . I'm not even cut out to study what more, a top-notched scholar . But well, realistically, that's not even going to happen for me . Repeating a year is disgracing enough to them . Sometimes i really wonder whether i'm born into the wrong family . Or probably i took the wrong path to begin with . Alright, since i'm not in the mood to do some serious studying now, i shall get started with my friends' birthday presents . For i fear that i'd have insufficient time to prepare their presents in lieu of my coming examinations . I can't even decide on what to give who . Marvelous .

Can't decipher your thoughts .

I know i'm fat but i love to eat . HOW ?

2010-09-20T01:45:00.002+08:00

Happy day . Fruitful day . Catching up day . Last but not least, realization day ! Awesome . I've learnt pretty much today .

Predict the unforeseen circumstances, you'll be glad .

Life isn't as easy as it's spelled .

2010-09-19T04:03:00.002+08:00

When one is protected from the truth by lies, We often say we prefer to hear the truth cause you'd rather learn the cruel, heart-wrenching truth than be protected by comfortable lies . So when you've heard the truth , you'd feel grateful that at least, you found out the ugly truth . And then your heart tells you " Hey ! Thats the truth, accept the fact and stop living in self denial ." So you're somewhat mentally prepared . You tell yourself you're mentally prepared which is = to emotionally prepared . So when the next deplorable fact pierced your heart, your so called already-emotionally-prepared heart aches so much that as time passes by, you slowly get immune . And when you get immune , and when those heartbreaking truth hits you again . You give up on feeling bitter, intolerably down . Now, that's when you've been proven to be a stronger person !

Well, the above paragraph has nothing to do with me or whatsoever . I read a ultra long story from a fellow buddy's blog . So instead of placing the whole story here , i've decided to well, keep it summed up . Well, thats just the general message the story is trying to send across . Gonna sleep now . Adieus !

Fantasy and reality are both ironies .

Lika boring ony .

2010-09-19T01:32:00.002+08:00

There's practically nothing to do except catching up my moments with the books (LOL)

Am getting fatter and fatter and ball-ier and ball-ier . I have no idea what the hell i just typed . But i'm getting a little stoned here . And i have no idea why i chose to blog at this time . LOL . Craving for steamboat . Big time .

Skeptical but promising . Irony isn't it ?

Nocturnal

2010-09-17T15:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Qianning ! :D Hope you enjoyed the mini surprise . :D

Anyways, my whole face is damn shag now . Pimples are popping like nobody's business . Fats are multiply like free . I am near to condemned . Oh gosh . I hate thissssss . Money gone from my bank . Wahlao . Everything is at disadvantage to me . SEMOSIA .

Fat ttm .

Photograph - Nickelback

2010-09-13T14:20:00.004+08:00

O's is nearing . It's like a marathon i have to run . No more turning back, no more procrastinating . No matter how lazy i am, i have to push myself to reach my limit . I know clearly just passing is not my limit but laziness got the better of me . I can't allow history to repeat itself . Having sucked a lum sum 10k from my parents bank, I would have to work for a tedious year before i can really repay them if i proved them wrong . Am not going to be the black sheep of the family anymore . Neither am i going to get back down . I admit i'm bullheaded and someone's having a tough time trying to motivate me to study . Haha . THANKS YOUS BIGS BIGS TIMES AHS. :D Alright, i'm heading out now . Not for play but for another tuition . CIAOSZX .

World full of killing and blood stealing .

Gaw ruk ruk tur mai noi long

2010-09-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

Sup homies ! How have you all been ? Well, i was asked to give a more precise entry . So here goes ..

My 8th of September was a rather well-spent one . I did some serious studying in the afternoon . And yes, i gained knowledge or somewhat refreshed my memory from what i learnt the year before . Headed over to Inter for supposed to be dinner . Met Qianning and went to the Japanese shop . As we weren't feeling that hungry, we decided on trying their side dishes . After so, we had our nails done . Miraculously, it was reasonably fast . We took a slow walk to 85 . By then we were starving . So we finally had our dinner at 85 with Yuexin . Over to Simpang to supposedly get some stuff done . But not done cause blahblahblah . Home sweet home at nearing midnight ! :D

I had a rather hectic night of 9th September . Met up with Mabelle . Initial plan was to head to Ikea to look for stuffs . However the idiotic bus was not in time . Waited half an hour for the bus( Not our faults though as we weren't late) And finally when the bus came, it was packed with foreigners . There was no means of getting up the bus and finding a seat . Feeling extremely irritated, we decided to head over to Tamp for movie . Caught Vampire Sucks . That show is lame to the max . I was LOL-ing all the way . As in literally saying lawl and not laughing out loud . Well, besides some parts it was quite funny . Well, i could have watched step up 3 instead cause at first we went in the wrong theatre -.-

Waem Gam

When you cross my way, i like

2010-09-09T02:24:00.003+08:00

Been hitting the theaters with some kids, well, not a pedophile though . Have also been letting my fats multiply tremendously while rotting at home . Tried effortlessly to get some knowledge from the dusty books into my rusty brain, but to no avail . My bed has been irresistibly tempting . And i'm half the mind of getting all comfy and get some sleep (though i know i have had more than enough rest) . Seriously nothing much to blog about . But someone keep "pestering" me to update my almost god forsaken blog . Haha !

And the world around us, won't stop turning tonight .

you thought that you knew

2010-08-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

Now i know how people feels when they lack sleep and yet they are not allowed to sleep . With merely 3 to 4 hours of sleep . I headed to temple as i was reliving kindergarten . Immediately after that was the youth meeting . All the way till 2 . Trained to tamp with friends and purchased some stuff . Home sweet home and then prepared . Yes sorry girls, i took hell long and ended up being the latest . So yeah, i caused us to miss the shuttle bus and that we had to wait for half an hour for the next one . The bus traveled at the speed of a turtle's . Incredibly draggy and uncomfortable . The show was at Resorts World Sentosa . Pretty awesome show . Just that the middle part was a little of a bore to me . Back home after so for a wash up and then downstairs for jiatoh . Am feeling so hypnotic now . Nights earthlings .

Cause i can't say what i want to .

Time is up

2010-08-27T02:13:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's itinerary :

Day started at 3 >Bedok inter > Marine Parade to study > Geylang teochew porridge for dinner > Slacked at the taohuay area and the rest had tao huay > chaichee market > home > inter > Home .

Today's itinerary :

Woke up one hour before the commencement of oral(FML x10) > Home > Tamp > Slacked at starbucks > Supposed to head over to town with Aaron and co. for movie but there were last min cancellations due to time constraint . Then supposed to head to pahgame to meet them but then again, was lazy > Home

I'm getting lazier and lazier .

Being sentimental isn't going to help .

2010-08-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

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Well, life's been rather nice to me so far . I've quite a bit to let off my chest . So readers, you may just skip reading this post if you're not in the mood to read a naggy post .

Life, to me, is in fact the best teacher . Can't beat my parents nor my teachers in the schools . Cause life gives me experiences . After falling after every wrong move made, i'm given no choice but to pick myself up and carry on with my journey . While learning from the past experiences, I've became a more paranoid person . Always uncertain of when i'm going to fall hard again, always uncertain of who to spill my problems to and so on and so forth . Life has also taught me a valuable lesson - every single person in this universal places himself/herself first .

No doubt, there IS a reason why we call our friends "a friend" . But come on, in a realistic world like this . Most(not saying all) friends come to you only when they need you . Every single soul is like that, no doubt nor opinions about it . But it comes down to each other's boiling point .

Never regret after losing a person whom you'll thought will be there forever . Cause everyone has his/her limits . Friends do not mean they would be at your beck and call . Friends don't mean you can always pick on their weakness and act on it just because you know they'll keep giving in . Cause one day, when that particular friend get's so tired, i meant damn bloody tired, of giving in, he/she would just leave without even bidding farewell . No one knows when their forever will be till . Cause forever is just a word everyone promises but most of the time, not fulfilled .

Well, the bottom-line here is that i'm sick and tired of being so kind to every single one of you all . I'm going to do things my way from now onwards . Ain't going to be the "friend who is forever free" up any of your list anymore . Take that . I'm happy i have my girls, (: and other good friends around now . That's probably more than enough .

We can't forever depend on others, let the world know we're independent.

Insecure

2010-08-24T02:30:00.001+08:00

Am going to be on hiatus for a period of time . I need time out . Seriously .

Angsty Thursday

2010-08-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

Summed up Thursday . I'm updating my blog cause apparently someone is complaining that every time he clicks on my URL, he sees the same damn thing . LOL .

Woke up at 2 pm > Over to Chloe's house > Studied awhile in their function room >Left at 6 > Headed to Tamp to meet Yuexin > Caught the last airbender (Pretty awesome show, idk why some people say it sucks, well, to which its own) > Dinner/supper at Kim Gary > Bumped into Elizabeth > Home sweet home .

Now fuck you baby

Indescribable .

2010-08-18T17:17:00.001+08:00

I AM A FAILURE IN EVERYTHING . PERIOD .

Commitment ain't a word but a responsibility .

2010-08-17T23:28:00.004+08:00

As usual, left home at approx 6 . The torrential rain made transportation a little troublesome as the bus stop was packed with people holding their wet umbrellas, not having the brains to think that they might wet others . Met Chloe at Tamp at nearing 6.30 and we went to purchase the movie tickets before heading to the food court for dinner . Caught "Street Dance" . There were some parts i didn't really fancy but again, there were scenes that kept my jaws down in awe . Went over for the wake at the void deck of my block as apparently, the deceased was my neighbor . Home sweet home after so .

I like the way you understand me without me having to tell you (:

2010-08-17T01:03:00.005+08:00

Gosh, this are indeed photos from the past . OMG . I can't help but to laugh at these photos .

Alright, those are just for laughs . Well, woke up at approx 11 am for tuition . When tuition ended, Shanna came up . Sorry Aaron , had to forgo our lunch ! Together, we watched "Autumn Concerto" . We're kinda back-dated . But oh well, we couldn't find time to watch together . Had our asses glued to the floor for four unbelievable hours . Bathed and change before heading to Tamp to meet Qianning for dinner . Had teppanyaki . (: After walking aimlessly around, i headed to Geylang for supper with Aaron and Gibson . Home sweet home at midnight (:

It's just nice to watch you telling me the exciting things in your life (:

Walking disaster .

2010-08-12T00:18:00.003+08:00

What is this man . Got friends machiam no friends like that . Don't bloody say i'll be there for you when you need me . Cause where the motherfucking god are you all now ?

Am gonna be immuned to you .

Inception

2010-08-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

Caught "Inception" this evening . Went over to Shaw House to meet Lyn, Hui Tien, Indra and QiMei . Indeed a little more mind challenging show than the others . Rushed home just in time to help dad with the burning of paper money and everything . Am gonna stay home for quite a while . This is in lieu of helping my bank to prosper . HAHA

It's the process, not the ending .

Remember the first day you took me out, we had butterflies (:

2010-08-09T04:09:00.003+08:00

Cousins are finally back from their leisure trip at Penang . It's Singapore's birthday today . Happy 45th Birthday Singapore ! But somehow, i don't feel as enthusiastic as the previous years . Probably, to me, every year is somewhat the same . Am craving to eat steamboat . But can't slot any timing . Cause i have a kind of packed schedule all the way till Thursday . Damn . Exams are approx 2 months away and i'm still busy having fun .

Anyways, am growing fonder of my three dudes at home . Do not mistaken, i name my pet tortuises dudes . Haha ! They accompanied me by watching television together from 7pm all the way till now, which is 4 am . Wah , I think my ass is numbing . Oh gosh . Ha ha ha . It's gonna rain . And i love rainy nights . Ha . Somehow it just feels extra plus plus comfortable tucked in bed under my comforter . I remember how i used to play ghost town with cousins and bro during childhood . We got frighteneed whenever grandma lied about how the sound of the roaring thunder meant the sky was angry at us and forbidding us to head out to play . Ha ! Come to think about it, it's quite amusing isn't it . But it's indeed a great way of training us to be obedient . Haha ! Imagine four devils running about in the house .

Am so excited as Mom's gonna plan a whole family outing soon at ECP . Yessah, time to relieve the childhood memories . (Y) Quick plan quick plan . ^^

I knew right then and there you were the one .

Siananology Saturday

2010-08-08T03:21:00.002+08:00

Slept at approx 5 am after bro's friends came . Got rudely awaken at nearing noon . Feeling grumpy and hypnotic, i dragged myself over to Safra for lunch at Jumbo with Grandma, her assitant and parents . I'm still not over the fact that Brother abandoned me for his trip to Batam with his fellow office peers . Just by munching on the chilli crab voraciously, i can certify that the meal was marvellous . The gravy for the chilli crab was irrestably finger licking good . Headed over to Courts/Ikea at Tampines area . Grandma was so excited when we got into Ikea and she ended up as the major buyer and i merely bought myself a box to put all my nail polish bottles as mom was complaining about how messy my room look with all those bottles lying around, so as to say, unorganised . (-.-) Headed to East Coast Park for tea at Old Town cafe . Then brought grandma to stroll on the beach . I wondered how a daddy's girl i was . On normal days, i wouldn't even head out to so many places with them .

Home at around 7 . The moment i stepped home, i received a phone call from Aaron . Therefore, i quickly washed up and then headed to 211 for dinner with Aaron and Gibson . Had quite a lengthy chat before they accompanied me over to Watsons to get some daily neccessites . Home sweet home after that .

You're the spoiler of the era man .

Walking around orchard is like walking a marathon .

2010-08-07T02:51:00.003+08:00

It's the start of the holidays for those who are in the poly . Therefore, i decided to give myself a break too . Haha ! Like i've been studying (-.-) With merely 4 hours of sleep, i awoke for tuition at 9 . Met Mabelle and Qianning at approx 12:40 before heading to Parkway . We were running extremely late . Appointment for manicure and pedicure was at 12:45 . So obviously, we were late . But still, customers are alwasy right . Haha ! Therefore there isn't a need to explain . Took quite awhile to get my Manicure and pedicure done . Therefore we could only leave Parkway at nearing 3 plus . Took a bus down to 313 Somerset . Shopped of course . And oblivious that i was digging a deep hole in my bank, i shopped without any boundaries . Then it suddenly came to my realisation that i'm saving hard for something else . Damn ! No shopping for me anytime soon then . HAHA . Met Eliz, then walked around for awhile before heading to FarEast Plaza . After awhile, headed to Cine . Dinner at Xinwang cafe . Then Eliz left . The three pathetic us decided to head for k, but apparently, the fees are like cut throat fees . Therefore, we headed back to Ion . Stopped by at Takashimaya for a little bit of window shopping . I think our legs are supersonic strong . LOL! Walked around and then headed home by train . Long tiring day, super aching legs . Alot of unglamourous photos taken . And my face is growing fatter and rounder day by day .

Cause you never know .

Don't bother reading . This is all to remind myself .

2010-08-01T02:33:00.004+08:00

Note for self :

It's pretty ridiculous when you're the one digging the hole for yourself to jump in . Everytime you dig that redundant hole, you pray that you'll not commit the same mistakes, which is, to trip and fall in . Cause you believe in hopes . But one fine day, reality bumps you real hard from the back and only then will you fall into the deep hole you've dug . However, the big question mark here is, the problem lies with no one else but yourself . Waiting in vain for miracles, well that's not going to happen .

Why do you give up on things you shouldnt? Studies aren't meant for you to be brushed aside at the end of the day . Cause you know what ? Thats your main priority . Start proving to those be it significant or insignificant fools that you're not stupid, you're not illiterate, nor are you going to let your laziness overcome you . 7 fateful months has passed , start questioning yourself . Why do you have those remorseful thoughts whenever you lie in bed, all tucked in . You promised yourself tomorrow shall be the day you touch those books wrapped with a layer of dust . But why is it so that when you wake up the next day, you do what you've done again . Stop procrastinating . O's may seem months away . But within a blink of an eye, 7 months has gone . How much more time do you think you have ? A big fuck you and wake up to yourself , you have only approximately 3 more months . Well, are you prepared ? This is your second chance . Don't screw it as badly as before . WAKE THE MOTHER FUCKING HELL UP . Work towards your goals .

Stop heading out the moment you wished to . Cause then, you will never repent . Having fun aren't the main things in life . Remember ? Reality isn't all about enjoyment , neither is it all about being happy . Cause, it's the tough things in life thats makes you learn it the right way . Look at your past experiences . Come on , do you want to be looked down by your way too smart relatives (well, though they try their best to hide it) . And please, for god sake, spend more time at home . Well, it did hit me hard when Dad gave me a heartwarming text that he hasn't been seeing me very often . Do spend more time with your aging grandma, well, as she said, simple dinners and just watching television would make her happy . So why can't you just be a loving grand-daughter and do so ? Your mom worked so hard to pay your tuition fees . It isn't cheap and you yourself know how hard it is to earn a meagre sum of money . So why aren't you taking it seriously ? Do you even take your life as a joke ?

Alright, sorry readers . I seriously wanna find a place to rant out everything . I've been surpressing it inside for quite a while . Sorry pals if i've been rather jumpy nowadays .

Joke

2010-07-30T00:31:00.001+08:00

Yes toy, learn how to prioritize your friends and stop making the wrong ones on the top list .

Dude vs dudette .

2010-07-28T02:30:00.003+08:00

This is funny . Haha !

- : Can we pretend that airplanes in the nightsky are like shooting stars?
Me : No .
- : Ehhhh ! Why not man !
Me : Cause i say no means no la .
- : Semosia. Damn no feel sia you.
Me : LOLOLOL . Then okay lor .
- : Can we pretend that airplances in the nightsky are like shooting stars ?
Me : HAHA , No .
- : o.o You suck .
Me :Okay, last time last time . HAHAHA .
- : Ok ah . Don't play me out already .
Me : Ya lah , don't nag . Quick .
- : Can we pretend that airplanes in the nightsky are like shooting stars?
Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA , No .
- : walanoi .
Me : Okay, can can . Yes , Sure . You can pretend that airplanes in the nightsky are like shooting stars .

HAHAHA , I wonder how come this guy got so much patience ah . HAHAHAH LOL .

Realistic

2010-07-25T17:44:00.003+08:00

Long time since I've last updated this area . Well, shouldn't head way back too far as i'm not on good terms with my memory .

Friday, woke up after a blissful 13 hours of sleep . Guess the weather was just perfect . Had a rather simple lunch with Bro and his friend . They bought macs back . How wonderful . Headed over to Tamp to meet Qianning and Eliz . Walked around with the intention to wait for Yuexin's briefing to end . But apparently, it will end rather late and i had to rush off elsewhere . So we walked around and i remembered i needed to get a present . Bought the present and had dinner at Kim Gary . As usual, service was quite up to standard i must say . Spent time chit-chatting . Left at around 8 plus . Blahblahblah in the middle . Headed home to ease the burden of carrying my things all around . Then went to Geylang to meet Aaron and Gibson for supper . Home sweet home at approx midnight (:

Caught a flu plus terrible sore throat when i woke up . Guessed it might be due to my unhealthy sleeping timing so didn't think much about it . Went over to Cage for Ian's birthday . Well, what can i say, it's a place for the soccer fanatics . Left at around 3 for home . And i realized my flu got worse ! Damn . And now, i'm stucked with this irritating flu .

Learn to differentiate between a want and a need .

2010-07-17T03:30:00.001+08:00

Wah . Another like a cool only . This is getting retarded . Butttt , I'm mesmerized by the wonders photobucket can produce . Ha . Or maybe it's just another "when the noob learns new things"

2010-07-17T03:25:00.000+08:00

OMG . Looks like twins stucked together . Okay, this sounds bimbotic . Haha !

TEMASEK MAGICLAND 2010 ♥

2010-07-17T02:02:00.003+08:00

Had a day filled with laughters . Met Clara at inter before heading over to her place for her to wash up and have a change of clothes . Bumped into Jason in the bus . Ha ! Over to Temasek Primary School . Oh my god . Had a wonderful time reliving those fond memories we had . The school didn't change at all . Probably except for the teachers . But damn ! It felt good returning to school . Headed over to Tamp with Clara after so .

Does it really matter so much to you ?

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

2010-07-16T01:43:00.001+08:00

The past has gone . The present is available . The future will be eventful . This i promise you ♥

Perfect Two - Auburn

2010-07-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

Had Mother Tongue oral this afternoon . Felt the jitters and had those unwelcome butterflies in my tummy . Waiting for my turn was the worst . It made my heart beat rapidly and my hands felt like ice . I think i screwed my oral big time . The teachers gave me gestures which makes me assume i did not so well . But right after the oral, i saw a text which soothed those tensed nerves . (NAH, CLAIM CREDIT LAH)

Back then i believed you, now i need you no more ♥

Heart Heart Heartbreak - Boys Like Girls

2010-07-14T02:55:00.003+08:00

To ♥ : find this situation familiar ?

Alright, i had a long day . Finally made the effort head over to the library to get some work done . It has been awful ages since i last touched my books . To exaggerate, there's even a speck of dust on it ! Ha ! Over to parkway followed by tamp . Am dead bushed and i just found out a way for free transportation . HAHA . Ops !! Lastly, ended up at Bedok for supper .

How could i even not notice you back then ♥

Ecstatic .

2010-07-13T02:21:00.005+08:00

Well, the past few days were spent catching up on the soccer and stuffs . I persevered till 4 plus in the morning just to wait for the money threatening results . Thus, changing my body clock . My current timing is horrendous . I've had 12 super long hours of sleep for last night and only woke up at approx 5 in the evening . Merely an hour's tuition can get me back to my hypnotic mode . I think i'm gaining some characteristics of a pig . Damn ! Hibernating, eating continuously, and not even exercising . I am starting to wonder how high my metabolism rate is ! And fats, you're multiplying too rapidly ! Someone is going to nag about my double chin the next meet up alreadyyyyyyy ):

I love those random calls you make ♥

Don't feel vexed :D

2010-07-08T18:53:00.003+08:00

Dear friend :

I know your situation now . No worries, as i said, my number will be available for you if you need someone to talk to or vent out your problems . I'm going to leave you anonymous here for privacy sake . We'll meet up soon already ! Loves ! ♥

不要对他说 - 张信哲

2010-07-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

Where's the happiness we promised ?

2010-07-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

I am awaiting for the year end . So i can finally enjoy without feeling guilty . I want to revert back to the days i was busy working . That lifestyle's the best man ! I had work to occupy my time, i had you and my friends by my side . Life was so fun .

Life with you by my side is splendid . I know i can't have the best of both worlds so i chose you (This time serious, not pokemon hor) I like it when you text me first . Cause then i know you're thinking of me ! Hehehehehe ♥

Life's full of miracles :D

Memories - David Guetta feat. Kid Cudi

2010-07-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

Was supposed to do some solid studying but i ending up painting my nails AGAIN . Yes, again . HA . I'm experimenting how the different colors will suit my different nail . On the spur of moment when i'm done with the DIY manicure, i realized i temporarily lost the ability to hold the pen, what more write . Damn ! Sat by the television with the fan drying my nails, one speedy hour actually passed just like that . Immediately when i gained back the ability, i started on some maths questions and miraculously, i got hooked on maths ! Unbelievable but yet, it's the whole truth, nothing but the truth . HA HA !

Alright, it's 02:04 am now . Though i don't have school the next morning, i need to try and adjust my body clock . It's making my whole face look more haggard and restless . Even those pimples are appearing .

Never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary.